There are no real friends, except your parents. Not your family which includes all kind of relatives, from uncles, aunts and so on.. Just your parents. Mama told me this and I never really wanted to believe her, until a couple of years back. Since then, I paid close attention to my friends. I know it may seem hypocritical but it’s true. According to my dad (and if I’m writing about this, it means I feel the same way..) everyone uses everyone. Everyone uses one each other for different things. And I don’t mean use is the true meaning of the word. More like help. Everyone helps themselves with others. I hope you get what I’m trying to say, because in my head it does make sense.
Going back to the subject.. There are no friends. Not real ones. They will randomly turn against you whether it’s for a short or long period of time, this I don’t know, but everyone does it eventually.
No matter how people call each other best friends or whatever they will talk behind each others back, unfortunately. And if they don’t do that, they will randomly end any connection with you.
None of this shocks me anymore and I’m happy to say that I don’t have many friends anymore. I have only a couple and I hope that they’ll be forever.
And now it’s the time to go back to study and drown in the books and huge amounts of information. Yay!