… and then you loose friends. You think ‘God, I should have appreciated it them more!’ or maybe ‘God, I had so many things to tell them!’ but it is too late. They’re gone.
And you break down again. And it’s hard. It’s hard to get back up. You know you have to. You know who you are now is not the real you, but you cannot change.
And you keep trying.. going through sleepless nights. You want to get over.
You succeed, for a short while, maybe a day.. or two? And you remember. Or even worse, you loose another friend and KABOOM! you’re down again.
But don’t forget, you’re not alone. There are many people who felt what you feel. You just have to be strong. Be strong and stay positive.
Sunshine comes even after the worst thunderstorm.
What to do now?
Appreciate. Appreciate everyone. Appreciate life. Never keep something. Tell everyone everything!